You remember too much,
my mother said to me recently.
Why hold onto all that?
And I said,
Where do I put it down?
everything is sort of weird and sad and i want to sleep next to you
She had a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach, like when you’re swimming and you want to put your feet down on something solid, but the water’s deeper than you think and there’s nothing there.
― Julia Gregson, East of the Sun (via larmoyante)